beserk

sakit kaki cz pakai heels 2 work for two days =.=". will stick with sneakers from now on. finally got my boss's trust to handle mesin kira (yg besar tu). macam naik level pula. i also dreamed i met one of my boss's other workers from other branch.napa 2?? and we're having dinner this 28th. balik awal before and after cny. it's all good. about my boyfie, i went to watch him main futsal last week. it was around 9pm or so. dya maw sy jd his cheerleader bha kali 2. dats cute.

i don't know what i want. i dont know what to think. just tell me what to do.

cam lain suda life sy skrg ne. bos sy cina. kawan saya suluk. hari2 makan mee. urus jual beli. kapel dengan ne satu boy (orang dusun) pasal dya kiut. malam2 balik naik motor. sy tidak pernah imagine pun hari2 sy macam ne. yg sy taw sy ikut gerak hati jak. kalaw maw, bha bwat la. kalaw cam tia siuk tia payah la. cam sy konfius betul skrg. sy bole escape bha ne. tapi sy masih jua go on. cause sy maw taw dya punya ending. sy maw taw kalaw sy masih ada harapan, kali la. haha. ataw saya cuma nda maw fikir? sebab sy nda rasa pa2 pun skrg. numb gila jo. tapi sy betul2 maw taw hidup sy ne in the end hanya jadi messed up ataw tidak? ataw mungkin nasib sy berubah. trus sy jadi successful. nta la, sy pun tetaw. jalan jak la.

now i find myself speechless and out of words. maw blog pun cam teda2 sda ayat sy ne. but i can tell you that my heart is beating fast. sometimes it feels like it's gonna explode. i feel like someone else. i feel like, running away. and after i've done all those things i know im gonna regret, everything seems quiet, mcm teda pa2 lagi. i've emptied my soul. sy maw cerita pasal hari2 sy but now it doesn't seem like it matters anymore. tinguk la lain kali ah. oh sy p karambunai semalam.

oh your changing your heart

Oh, you're changing your heart

Oh, you know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

it's a roller coaster ride. and im loving it.

First time
That I saw your eyes
Boy you looked right through me, mm mm
Play it cool
But I knew you knew
That cupid hit me, mm mm